I saw her in church resembling
a queen with a glittering crown.
Oh! I could love that lady; I wonder
if she could call me her own?
She glittered like stars in the night,
A soft enchanting light. I thought
and finally wrote her a note: “On
the ocean, with you, I could float.”
She shook her head; it was not to be.
Her plans were cemented
and didn’t include me. I felt bad;
had given it my best
now I would lay down my
head and give it a rest
my mind wandered; asked
what could have been?
My fluttering stopped
I reconciled to what is
There would be no walking
through grains of sand; through
streams of water with feelings so grand
If I did take that walk it would be alone
I then viewed an eagle almost full grown
Whose everyday existence was different,
but this is the way of nature
thinking of myself—
I must be more mature
I saw a stick in the sand—
crooked and long
Looked at all the twists and turns
Still it was smooth like the skin of a baby
Variation is an important part of life
There are a lot of yes, no’s and maybe’s
That is life in a nutshell;
so clear to understand
Everything doesn’t go
by design on this land
So we float, bob and weave
and we pay the rent
I was changed by meditation;
By a magic current
Stanski
October 14, 2020 ^