I am here to entertain you,
something that I love to do
and while I’m on the subject of love,
I love being here with you.
How many years has it been?
I think its at least more than a few,
but it’s good to see you, my friends
and I have a story for you.
I lost in a recent love affair,
knowing that, l take all blame,
and feel that you might care when
the vows of silence disappear.
Four wonderful years;
through good and bad,
the downs did not last;
we were filled with highs.
Our spirits kept noble
even when sad; our time
went beyond dreams;
very few negative sighs.
My friends you know the story,
I’m just sharing mine with you.
I gave her the best four years of her life;
she answered with a hard hitting boom.
I don’t blame her, she was injured,
a scalp wound she chose to ignore.
Then serious conditions developed;
she would be needing surgery.
The MRI’s priming her to be a victim and more.
Allergies to her medication fractured her spirit;
gave her the courage to want to leave me.
What can I say, my friends, I pleaded,
I should have been more patient.
Not being a doctor I still sensed bi-polar.
Cut off and hurt I felt her salience.
That is my song for you my friends.
It is a verse that goes to music.
Sing your song when your heart aches;
drop your interest in all who are fakes.
Don’t let them lead you on
Thanks so much for listening to me
You have been such a light
I can also say delight
You share and I share, sadly though
What we share is heartfelt misery
Stanski on October 10, 2020 ^
Steve Haarman 