NIGHT MUSIC WITHOUT COGNAC

It amazes me how the mind

moves faster that the fingers

holding the pen and how

Pulitzer thoughts are forgotten

before they can be recorded.

It is then when we recognize

the majesty of the Creator Who knows all

and allows all things to unfold.

I lay in bed listening to piano music which

is secular and full of a rhythm that

could lull me to sleep in short order,

if it were not for the fact that

I go into meditation and think of all

the wonders of nature and the Creator

and then at the feebleness

of all the nations who seemingly

with pleasure destroy all the goodness

which has been laid down at our feet. 

There appears to be an urgency

to control and put ourselves as nations

above it all and then try to dominate

what is not ours to begin with. 

The music speeds up and there are

a few drum rolls as though you have

broken through with awareness,

but in reality, the music is just saying

that history is constantly repeating itself

and we have much awakening to go through

before we will come to realize

that we are nothing and will eventually

as nations and individuals return to dust. 

We know nothing of the millions and

billions of years that have gone by before us

and here we are high and mighty

thinking we know it all. 

No one owns wisdom and

opinions are a dime a dozen. 

My music ends; I open my eyes;

see no stars shining; too many clouds

so I cannot celebrate that gift

but can hear the music of nature and

realize we have so much to learn.

Stanski

September 7, 2020 ^