I looked at my old heroes
Wanted them to be my friends
See things as I do, in
my own unique way
That ends when
I make my discovery and
sorry too, that I’m alone, but
I think they’ll stop by to see me
throw in their two cents
How could I be so wrong?
Now I know I must move on
Act out my dreams alone
The ones I admired so
have lives of their own
I can no longer ask them for
their measured words of wisdom
Years pass by too quickly
They, of course, slow down and
cannot come to see all of
the things I have done
I want to cry out:
“I did this for you,
wanted to make you proud.
Your inspiration,
I still hold true”, but
crying will never do
No, they never came
The way of time at work
I decide it didn’t matter
My hours are precious, too
How much did I neglect?
I’ll think of this as years go by
when I sit alone
My dreams, my deeds
and my honors
all gone
Steve Haarman
August 11, 2014 ^
INDIAN SUMMER
Four weeks left of fall
Then the dread of winter
Something here is missing
I think it is Indian summer
Nearly every year
About this time
Temperatures soar, surprising us
For a few days we’re doing fine
Finish all the late fall chores
Wash windows, polish floors
Rake the leaves, burn them
Winter decorations put up
Suddenly it is over
We have had our days
Weather returns to normal
We get ready for the freeze
Thankful for late summer weather
But wishing it was still warmer
Just about caught up on things
Yes, we love Indian summer
Stanski
November 23, 2017 ^
WHAT ABOUT US
The city of Morton lies in
a valley in Washington State.
The Cowlitz Indians lived there first
along the Cowlitz River.
No one is saying if anyone
lived there before them, but
the Cowlitz could look back later and
wonder what happened to them.
They hunted the area where
the pioneers came to live.
They were there when
the Northern Pacific Railroad
obtained part of their land.
The Iron Horse – what is this all about?
The swamps are drained.
Now what do we do for our willow and
Service-berry shrubs.
How will we make our baskets?
How will we hunt?
Baskets were also made with bear grass,
cedar root, horsetail root and cedar bark.
They saw the settlers farm their land and
later must have wondered what was happening
when the trappers came and trapped for
the beaver, mink and muskrats to sell to
the Hudson Bay Company, which bought furs.
They must have known that it was all over for them
when the government through the Homestead Act
brought many people to the area for “government land”.
The Indians moved around the area and
eventually were given recognition and a reservation.
The missionaries were there, too,
assuring them that things would be alright.
They may have been gentle people, but
still in all how could they not wonder
when will this all end.
Stanski
February 10, 2015 ^
WHAT IS THE NUMBER
How many words
must I write
Until side by side
they circle the earth
And while doing so
influence everyone
who reads them
in a positive way,
so that world condition
is dramatically improved?
I am dreaming again,
but dreams are good
Stanski
November 7, 2019 ^
THE PATH WAS GOOD UNTIL IT WAS NOT
Walking together
Our path was clear
Even singularly
We walked in parallel lines
The crook of my arm
She claimed as her own
We progressed that way
Until the day we didn’t
Stanski
November 7, 2019 ^
THE TRUTH AGAIN
In speaking of the President,
many leftists – you know,
the ones running
the Blue States,
the bankrupt cities
with homeless populations,
and everything that goes with them –
call the man uncouth and
also a liar and racist.
That is all they have,
no ideas for sure,
just accusations with
faith that they are true.
They have a hope
in truthful education.
That would be ideal.
Just remove liberal professors
from schools and universities.
The constitution then
would not have to be worried about
as if it were in the first place
These liberals are apprehensive
about the country’s soul
as they read their
“Fifty Shades of Grey”
Stanski
November 6, 2019 ^
WE THE DEPLORABLE
I like the truth
But lies and attacks
are food for the frenzied,
who despise goodness,
accomplishments and leadership,
which has had unbelievable results
Outrage and hate exist
because of change and
actually getting things done
in spite of opposition.
High numbers of employed,
low numbers of unemployed
trigger the frenzied to dislike
There is no conversation.
How can there be?
Results speak for themselves.
Failure has no father.
Resistance and disruption,
distraction and accusations –
hatred manifested.
Do anything; say anything;
Distract the focusing on truth.
Where are the morals?
Where is the compass?
Who cares about the consequences
of lies and distortions?
Is it just we the deplorable?
Stanski
November 6, 2019 ^
WHEN TOMORROW IS NOT TODAY
In the woods I look up
See the sky through branches
Sense the strength of the trees and
Tranquility as light flows through
There appears to be order
A feeling of reliability
It is part of nature though
Trees break during storms
Burn when lighting strikes
Upsetting what was good
Can’t blame the woods though
Or ourselves for loving them
Stanski
November 7, 2019 ^
WHERE WAS SHE
I stood by her
through thick and thin
Took care of her every need
for over six years
I had no complaint
Did not violate my covenant with her
Then at the time of my need
when my health fell apart,
my dreams slipping away
not quite into oblivion
I didn’t know where she was
but it wasn’t here
Stanski
November 7, 2019
THERE GOES MY EVERYTHING
THERE GOES MY EVERYTHING
The man walks off the field
Traveling under his own power
A big boy, in reality, six foot seven,
Weighing 350 pounds of muscle and fat
He is limping, but trying not to show it
There are braces and bandages
He is wrapped in these
A college football player who gave his all
Now wondering about his future in pro-ball
Will he be sound enough by draft day?
What is his stock worth in the eyes of those who count?
Twenty years of his life dedicated to this end
New house for mama, who has always been there for him
Brand new shinny car for papa for all his work
Then the possibility that this has all been for naught
A career ending injury sabotages his dreams
He can fall back on his education and
Become a worker, a teacher, coach, welder or builder
One never knows in life; here today, gone tomorrow
Shouldn’t this, especially this, be taken into consideration?
We should begin our march into the adventures of life
With advisors and mentors who will keep our emotions
And exuberant spirit under control, pointing out all possibilities
So often early success casts a big stamp of disregard on wisdom
We fly with the eagles, like there is no tomorrow, casting care aside
We should prepare for alternatives, just in case
He almost made it is not the label we want
Must not let life’s potential slip away, when strong character
Will allow us to face up to the realities. We gather our positives
Forget about depression and begin the march to new goals
Stanski
January 3, 2019 ^