APPREHENSION ABOUT WHAT IS

I wait for yesterday

Knowing it will not return

But I want it back

To rethink and react differently

It will not return, but

My mind has it sequestered

And my camera has evidence

That it did exist and was amazing

I will have today

What will it present and

How will I act differently?

I am wise, but grasp for the complex

Even though I may be subdued

But living with a failure

Is more alluring than hiding

So many things not understood

A world I never made, but a

Place in which I now exist

Bewildering, only to the extent

That it is difficult to observe

Technology present and functioning

That could not have been a decade ago

I will take pictures

Point my camera in all directions

Look for light to capture

Subdue the preposterous with

An even older piece of mystery (My camera)

People gaze at me, I am sure

Thinking, we have all been there, man

The lights, the action and

Brilliant billboards flashing

Little markets; people passing by

Looking, touching and purchasing

Merchants with ancient carts

Still functioning, beholding and

Wondering about tomorrow

Stanski

January 29, 2025 ^

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