MY THOUGHTS AND STATEMENT

Days go by.  I sit, write about desires

and miracles while waiting patiently. 

What do I know?  Are expectations real?  

Am I bold enough?  I move on, never stopping,

always taking steps.  Where will they lead? 

I have a purpose.  I try to improve condition. 

My life is full.  I have fallen.  Know what

getting up means.  Have released my sins. 

Sought forgiveness.  Released and forgiven those

offending me.  Where is the glory? 

Dancing with clowns is disheartening.

Getting approval from idiots, who claim

to be sacred administrators of justice.

What do they know?  They have forsaken the many,

chased after false idols.  Do not know mountains or

the thrill of victory after having been beaten back,

too many times to count.  That I am alive is a miracle;

am able to function, a miracle; the desire to improve and help others,

a miracle.  Still, I wait patiently for more.  I am not sullen. 

There are prospects and time for me to act boldly. 

Find happiness, which may be temporary, but so is life. 

The hereafter will speak for itself.  For now, I will flap my wings,

angel wings, put them to human use. Vow not to hurt anyone,

stifle my pride, and celebrate loud and silent joy.  Participate at all levels. 

Look for the Master in others.  Refrain from judging, stay strong,

and sing my songs of love.  No one needs to know, but

they will see my glow and acknowledge it in their own way. 

How great is that?  Life is wonderful. 

Angelic manifestation is the only thing

I have experienced that supersedes it.

Stanski

Christmas 2021