ALONE AND NOT RECOGNIZED

Sometimes I feel like a tourist
Interesting things around me
Along with the indifference of people
I do not think I am special
But on occasion you see someone
Who an hour before took communion
Alongside of you and now in
A store act, it seems, as if 
They never saw you before now
It just is very strange to me as
I am outgoing and gregarious, so
Somewhat disappointed by this behavior
But then again life goes on and
I am surprised by a compliment
One throws out my way.  It makes
Me feel welcome – a part of the community
It is so easy to be outgoing – at least to me
Others do not always demonstrate this
I can walk by several clerks silently
All I hear back is more silence
I go beyond, pick up what I want and return
This time I say hello to all these assistants
They look up, say hello, and go back to work
I try to understand the difference
Is it attitude, diet, pain or something else?
I know the people and they know me
Shouldn’t they be reaching out?
Maybe I, as a tourist, am way off base

Stanski
April 1, 2021 ^