You implied a hundred times That you thought you should leave But every morning when I wake up I have you laying by my side Leonard Cohen inspire me To write down his words In a way peculiar to me The truth of which I observed The dear heart that wanted To fit into the crook of my arm Was ready to leave to set me free I told her my reaction meant no harm She had to understand I had recently lost my bride It was rather soon to have A new body by my side I cried, said she was fine I had love for her and her mind It wasn’t the same as being in love Be patient, dear one; I am kind She remained; we got along At times the road was rough But we survived dire episodes It showed our love was tough Four years went by There was plenty of excitement Then a head wound created problems Treatment was required; no time to vent A neurosurgeon employed Removed the cause of the wound The infection Doctor prescribed medication An allergy; success was called too soon Her mental disposition changed She suffered from lows and highs Blame of course had to be placed The hospital at fault was the sigh She made her decision Move back to her condo Forget her covenant to me Asked why? Answer: I don’t know Then she said she had made a mistake Confessed that she had hurt me The conversation was disrupted Basically she wanted to be free So she took the path she chose Left me alone to walk She claimed she was having a wedding At least that was the talk It was only the blessing Of a relationship, which Made her sort of a Mormon Because we still have our covenant Now I walk to the window Look at the beautiful snow Think about that relationship It couldn’t have been all for show All of the wonderful things Now just my memories The crook of my arm is empty I can often taste the misery I will take the high road Though difficult to hike Forgiveness is an absolute She is gone; out of sight I pray for her; I pray for me Life unfolds so expectantly Sometimes we lose the value Of love, honor and respect Stanski February 28, 2021 ^