You implied a hundred times That you thought you should leave But every morning when I wake up I have you laying by my side Leonard Cohen inspire me To write down his words In a way peculiar to me The truth of which I observed The dear heart that wanted To fit into the crook of my arm Was ready to leave to set me free I told her my reaction meant no harm She had to understand I had recently lost my bride It was rather soon to have A new body by my side I cried, said she was fine I had love for her and her mind It wasn’t the same as being in love Be patient, dear one; I am kind She remained; we got along At times the road was rough But we survived dire episodes It showed our love was tough Four years went by There was plenty of excitement Then a head wound created problems Treatment was required; no time to vent A neurosurgeon employed Removed the cause of the wound The infection Doctor prescribed medication An allergy; success was called too soon Her mental disposition changed She suffered from lows and highs Blame of course had to be placed The hospital at fault was the sigh She made her decision Move back to her condo Forget her covenant to me Asked why? Answer: I don’t know Then she said she had made a mistake Confessed that she had hurt me The conversation was disrupted Basically she wanted to be free So she took the path she chose Left me alone to walk She claimed she was having a wedding At least that was the talk It was only the blessing Of a relationship, which Made her sort of a Mormon Because we still have our covenant Now I walk to the window Look at the beautiful snow Think about that relationship It couldn’t have been all for show All of the wonderful things Now just my memories The crook of my arm is empty I can often taste the misery I will take the high road Though difficult to hike Forgiveness is an absolute She is gone; out of sight I pray for her; I pray for me Life unfolds so expectantly Sometimes we lose the value Of love, honor and respect Stanski February 28, 2021 ^
Month: February 2021
OH SAY CAN YOU SEE
The Washington D.C. bunch A thousand more or less Seeking total control No accountability Selling their souls Power is their God Full of lies, deception and fraud Will never achieve their goal Light will overcome their darkness The whole system will unravel Our enemies are shrewd They are here Operating within With our invitation Then in thanks They steal intellectual property Act as if everything is normal We have turned a blind eye Some of us, however not all Others care a whole lot The former occupant Took bold measures To reign in China’s evil Was having an apparent affect Now a new occupant Family in bed with China The media is quiet Good policies reversed Potential consequences ignored What are we to do? Soldiers sent to war Many come back fractured But are soon forgotten Until the last occupant Did things to improve condition For those broken and needing help Border wall and agreements with Mexico New occupant puts an end to the wall Allows illegals to be released into country Instead of being retained in Mexico Who does this help? Citizens are terrified because of The dangerous people being released Some traffic in humans or drugs Others satisfied with murder and rape What are this D.C. bunch doing to us? We are stunned with the Wuhan Virus Incredible gains by the former occupant Are reversed because of fiats by Those in charge of our well being Close down small businesses Big box stores open but limited On what they can sell Churches shut down Stay sequestered at home Depression, suicides, drug use, Alcohol and abuse rise Then the riots because of the Wrongful death of George Floyd The former occupant while Promoting warp speed vaccine production Offers to make the National Guard Available to the cities where the Peaceful protests are taking place As then transform into looting, murder, Injury, millions of dollars in structural damage, But liberal leaders decline and watch Their cities being destroyed by Marxist Groups Such as Black Lives Matter and Antifa The media is silent as is the “bunch” Former occupant defeated in flawed election New occupant points out all the failures Signs many fiats which he has not read Or possibly cannot understand, which Reverses many of the gains which brought Our country back to prominence and Where world leaders began to respect America for what we truly were Say good-night my friends The fat lady is singing The over-ripe plum is about to fall Stanski February 27, 2021 ^
MAY WE WAKE UP
There are doubters Even when you actuate The release of the truth Deniers do not listen They suppress reality Leaving many in the dark We look at the occupant He is putting America last Campaign promises made Promises never kept Reverses President Trump’s Actions which made us first Follow the science – No Follow the money – the Strategy of the left Think about it Look at the reality All of the jobs lost In the energy sector Is the occupant a dictator? It looks that way Opening up the border Putting a stop on the wall construction Pushing for a Covid-19 Relief package of which Nine percent is actually Going to give relief The rest will bankrupt Our grand children Listen, don’t you see You do not have a party The old Democrat Party Is now the Marxist Socialist Party The real Republican Party Is now the Deplorable Group Isn’t it time to wake up? What do we want Our country to be? Children out of school Unions in control Indoctrination on hold Do away with our Energy independence For what reason other Than the false climate ideology How many jobs impacted? What is the number Of businesses affected Closed or bankrupted? May we wake up or Is that asking too much? Life, liberty and the Pursuit of happiness Let us not destroy by fiat Stanski February 26, 2021 ^
THEN THERE ARE THOSE
Then there are those who say Our country is systemic racist Racism does exist It may be generational or Territorial, but in my eyes I do not see most people As outright racists They love all people as Children of the creator And follow the teachings Of Christian people around The world even as the left Creates the illusion that We are a divided people If we are it is not because of race Most want nuclear families Real education for all students Without accompanying indoctrination They desire successful minority businesses Want diverse police forces Minorities have been used by the left Promises made to them but never kept True believers in equality are repelled by this The minorities are waking up They read the news and know the facts Understand how the media suppresses and distorts They see who has really done their bidding And understand promises made and kept They are beginning to understand that Being used is not a good thing We should all be pulling for each other Differences should not be a factor We become stronger by coming together We reject that this is impossible, but Adhere to the concept that all men Are created equal and endowed by Our creator with certain inalienable rights of Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness How can so many on the left be so wrong Stanski February 25, 2021 ^
STATE OF AFFAIRS
Distance existed Several states Numerous counties A safe range Misgivings present Excuses offered Verification impossible Heart strings strummed No longer a teacher Just a facilitator Principal alarmed Student skipping class Look at the miles So many cities Task mastering difficult Easier to give pity Mouth flying like a plane There comes a time To end the nonsense You must walk the line You never liked hearing Advice from me, did you You would rather tell your stories Then to face up to any miscue Humility is a wonderful virtue Just offering a clue No flowers in the winter garden Or I would send some to you Stanski February 24, 2021 ^
FEAR AND HORROR
New found lock-down powers Are being evolved into dictatorships Infringing on first amendment rights Infringing on second amendment rights The ruining of multi-million jobs Putting small businesses into bankruptcy Condoning “Peaceful Protests” Which results in injury and murder Destroyed buildings by fire and bombs Looting and burning the flag Funding raised to bail out criminals By left wing advocates including Our now Vice-President Denial of Antifa and Black Lives Matter As Marxist-Socialist Organizations Providing Covid-19 relief monies To areas that have nothing At all to do with the virus Adding up into the trillions Our “leaders” want division Corporate America is becoming radical Murder rates are increasing Schools kept closed by the power of unions Churches kept closed or restricted Abuse, drug addictions, depression And suicides all on the rise Suppressed or disinformation By the mainstream fake news Demands for psychological evaluations Is there any wonder that we are Faced with fear and horror Is there any wonder that the swamp exists Stanski February 23, 2021 ^
WE WILL CIRCLE BACK
I doubt that those opposing conservative ideas have any notion of what the consequences will be The border wall is discontinued We welcome illegal immigrants, now called non-citizens, and will pay with taxpayer dollars their housing, healthcare, and food. In reality is this possible when we are already in enormous debt? Do we question who these guests are? Are they infected with the Wuhan virus? Do they have criminal records? Have they been involved with being coyotes importing deadly drugs or confined persons who are sex objects? We do not intercede, but accept There is no accountability and belief exists that the cages housing children belong to President Trump instead of Obama and Biden ignorance is no excuse for reality Texas wind power was frozen as were their energy sources, almost destroying their energy grid Embracing green energy alone is nothing but a farce. We need coal, natural gas, nuclear, solar, and oil, basically a combination of everything When will the climate change ideologues ever learn? If man could cause change then they could stop it. Weather and climate are cyclical, but We will circle back on all of these things Stanski February 22, 2021 ^
LIFE HAS PARALLELS
I look out at my gardens All covered with snow More than a garden; it is a landscape Something that I never let go The deer have been busy pruning Actively looking for food They can do extensive damage But nothing to alter my mood Winter will fade into spring It is time to prepare my tools Shovels, rakes, saws and trimmers And don’t forget my garden stool Well over a year with the virus People are nervous and scared No jobs but we open our borders Without concern for how citizens fared Decisions from Washington are dangerous Everything good is in a freeze We appear to be setting ourselves up To be taken over by the Chinese We definitely need the border wall Everyone has agreed at one time or another Leaving the border open and killing jobs Is not an example of loving your brother I look out at the landscape Know how things can be in balance But to overcome the fraudulent occupant Is going to remain a challenge He prunes away our future Without a logical explanation Would like us all to be controlled Like slaves on a national plantation Does nothing to open the schools Which only hurts our children Bows down to the Labor Unions Says he loves children more than humans There is a cost to this nonsense There will be a price to pay We have to come to our senses Issuing fiats is not a game to play Stanski February 21, 2021 ^
GIVING BACK
Nature gives us gifts everyday A winter sunset reflects many Colors over the southern waters Of the beautiful Inland Sea Leaving us in awe of the almighty Who gives us many opportunities We may help others in need Often we ignore the situation Because we are too busy Looking after our own interests There could easily be a time When we are in the position Of needing help --- always expecting That our needs will be met What if they are not --- then What do we do? Cry out to The creator who could easily Say where were you when Help was needed by others We must learn to be generous Giving of ourselves and our gifts Empties us so that we may Be filled again. It is Gratifying, just like the sunsets, The stars at night, moon rises And sunrises. We are alive We have no regrets Our path is safe. It is up to us To make it well worn Stanski February 20, 2021 ^
REMOVE THE STIGMA
What are we doing? Standing by while depression is causing a rise in suicides While the use of illegal drugs Is causing a huge rise in deaths And we tend to stigmatize the victim Where are our leaders? Why are we not talking or Bringing the problems into the open? In a sense we would be helping them We must come together Promote leaders who know the answers Problems exist which can be corrected Solutions take a lot of work But we must embrace the afflicted Let them know there are other ways Do we have the courage to do this? Are we letting our chance go away? Everyone is worth saving We must do all that we can do Remove the stigma of addiction Show love toward those afflicted We plead for those in power To speak out with humility We all have our disposition But reality demands us to address By the grace of God Let us move forward Stanski February 19, 2021 ^