I walked out of the hospital
I had had a blood-draw
and would be having an on-line appointment
With my urologist on Monday
This would be a first for me
He was taught in Israel; was straight forward
And had a favorable personality
He has authored three books of essays which
Are very interesting. I would put him in the
well qualified category
He had checked my Prostate gland at an
earlier visit and said it was not smooth,
but enlarged; he indicated that I probably had
Cancer there, but not to worry, unless
It metastasized to another part of my body
I will die, he said, of normal things
That older people die of; we can’t live forever
I felt much better having heard that
On this Monday I will be talking to him
Meanwhile I thought about the weather
There was just a dribble of snow
The sky was gray; few birds visible
It is damp and bone chilling, but beautiful
I got into my car; had a few errands to run
I listened to Leonard Cohen singing
“Won’t you come to the window?
I’d like to read your palm”
I would like someone, a Gypsy, maybe
To read my palm, but in the meantime
I’ll keep my faith in God
I have opened up to His purpose for me;
Try to be ready should He call me
And that, my friends, cannot be all bad
Stanski
December 17, 2020 ^