Saturday afternoon Things to think about Telephone calls Acid stomach Work done this morning The screens mended Porch swept clean Sprayed for spiders Thoughts of a dinner outside Outside on this very porch The nice table and chairs A cleaning they will need The view of lot two Where we have been trimming Looking at more to do With excitement at how it will look Thinking about having A safe evening fire I think about being alone when My daughter and grandson leave Feel the presence of my bride Gone for nearly ten years I think of her laugh and character Realize how much I love her A saint and devil wrapped into one She was a great mother That one attribute alone Sets her apart in my mind In public she was quiet Released her verve later or Her disgust and disappointment This afternoon is beautiful The wind from the north Gray thunder clouds this morning But no rain and no thunder Trains went through at two and four A.M. The peal of their warning blasts Carried into my windows Life is in a down turn with The virus and the foolish riots I ponder these things This Saturday afternoon Stanski May 30, 2020 ^