HAPPY SITTING ALONE

I wish sometimes
                That I had other poets
                                                To talk to
But then
                They all have
                                                Their own language
Some of it
                Is very difficult
                                To understand
Just when I thought
                I had a connection made
                                A rejection slip arrives
I understand the end of the game
 
I sit here now
                At the wood grained table
                                And would be talk seems useless
I am in the kitchen
                The words come pouring out
                                Sharp wounds are remembered
I sit on a cushion
                My body is aching and bruised
                                I am happy though
Because I know my place
 
I know my place
                My truth holds true
                                Will not be defeated
I have been here before
                Mistakes are made
                                Long term regrets; not mine

I hear the wailing of once overconfident people
 
I sit here aware
                Not part of a game
                                I own some fault
I moved religiously
                In the path that was mine
                                Interference did not make me lame
 
I sing out now in my own happy words
                While I sit here in no place
                                Just happy to know the tune

No worry about who cares or why
 
Stanski
April 3, 2020 ^

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