I am not a dark angel But I am an angel No flamboyancy No flutter Staying quiet is good Going about my business Creating no waves Slow and steady I have germanous seeds in my soul To spread these around is a goal They are seeds of goodness Bring about joy and happiness Convincing people of their good Is a very arduous task One I take seriously Will never give up on I am careful, cultivated and inward Insolvency is always on my mind I put my trust into the divine plan I have always been an outsider My record speaks volumes In my own opinion I see evidence of my toil Have the feeling of floating I am liberated, inspired and fulfilled My life moves on day by day I look not for recognition or praise Self-knowledge is sufficient Today to me is tomorrow and yesterday I gather and wing forward Striving is not an appropriate word The doing is a natural part of me I cannot pursue or recruit I am not appeasing or scheming Angels are not like that I am in the damp, drizzly November of my soul I will move on – a new station People will not miss me It will be as if I was never here Stanski March 8, 2020 ^