DABBING MY SOUL IN OILS

If our life is one large canvas and the finished work
will be the sum-total of our good and bad wouldn’t we all
wonder what the finished masterpiece would look like? 
I am sure it would begin carefully and straight forward until
over time it advances into cubism, impressionism or the abstract 
We will look at our work and dap our souls into the oil and
cover-up some blotch or errors that our deliberate-hand
made on the first attempt
 
We look and find areas for improvement and again
do not hesitate to correct or improve 
By this time our soul is multicolored and we are
rolling in murk and laying down anything and everything on the canvas 
We cannot step back every minute and observe
but go through periods of time when our emotions,
setbacks, and victories establish or influence
our confidence on this beautiful canvas of our life. 
 
Our excuses are easily covered 
Just dab a little color
Twist the soul
Squeeze it
Try to make it conform to our desired outcome
if we even know what that is 
 
We may prance about not knowing what we are doing but
expecting some lavish outcome that impresses 
This would be too bad 
There will be no second chances
 
When the bell tolls
You turn in your work 
It will be separated by the judges
Some will be hung on the wall next to Van Gogh’s or some other favorite artist
Others will be burnt with the chaff viewed as comparatively worthless
 
I will wait to hear the words: 
“Then sings my soul, my savior God to Thee” 
And then observe the beckoning: 
“Come, sit by Me”
I will rejoice and remember words I heard long ago
“Unto thine own self be true”
 
Stanski
March 6, 2020 ^

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