Sometimes when writing I sit and think Sometimes I’m moved By thoughts Remembering the goodness I see in others The caring, love and kindness So frequently witnessed In their lives I shudder and hold back tears While hoping Praying that I can become More like them Stanksi March 31, 2020 ^
Month: March 2020
WHERE ARE YOU
We are looking for the statesmen Can you possibly hear the call? Step up and do what we asked you to do Before we hit the wall Those who once were statesmen Are now the ruling class Somehow they got turned around And now know better than us They feel they belong and have the right To their lofty place on the hill And forget after awhile and all too soon That it is we who are paying the bill They say one thing and do another The lobbyist buys them a meal And pays for a trip to Paradise Then they make the deal We shake our heads and cry out a bit Not what we wanted and we tell them that They smile and say it’s all right Things will work out because they’re the fat cats After a while we see, we know The handwriting is on the wall If someone doesn’t do something soon This country is going to fall Then more promises followed by broken word We’re on the highway to hell We better start doing and doing it fast They’re ringing the last warning bell Stanski March 30, 2020 ^
MANY OPINIONS BUT FEW SOLUTIONS
We trudge along going about our business with just the normal concerns, thinking about loved ones and friends we have not seen in a while. We think about the snow and the cold and the rising lake levels and life goes on. Then the wicked virus hits and we dig deeper into the abyss concerned about how much trouble we are facing. We are thrown into the surreal and wonder if this is the end of life as we know it. Deep faith in God is very helpful. We are always aware, in the back of the mind sort of way, but now that we know this is real we find solitude in our relationship with He who is above all earthly things. Surface Christians are flooding mega-churches almost in defiance of the suggested safe-guard rules given to us by the Health team led by the Vice-President. The desire for money is greater than the need to abide. Big time preachers become demagogues making false claims and promises to ease the struggle of their flock. Foolishness prevails in localities around the world. Shortages of sanitation products cause concern. Blaming becomes a popular sport especially if your side looks to be the winner, when in reality the winners are those who survive this unexpected virus from hell. If we are lucky and God wills, there will be an end to this costly episode. We will learn and should know that we are not impervious to fate and these realities of life. There will be more struggles ahead. Our life will not be the same. We must isolate and meditate on the virtues and attempt to become better individuals; to be thankful for all the real gifts we have received. Then we may find some sort of peace. Stanski March 30, 2020 ^
HEARTACHE
Empty swing Now just a tire Hanging from a rope Listen for the echo Of those voices Daddy; daddy; daddy Listen! Listen! But they’re gone A pendulum of life Like a day or week Gone not forgotten Memories linger The passage of time Rolls over what could have been Showing no mercy While tearing at the heart Leaving scars and lumps Reality has its way It lifts us up, too High enough To cover up disappointment Time will march Life goes on Live it well Stanski March 29, 2020 ^
AND THAT IS THE WAY IT IS
My body aches and my mind is confused Why are all these things happening? How long do we wait until there is order? The order we understand We wake up every morning to the same Talking heads who know nothing Spilling their guts with glee Happy for the misery Thinking it will help them They are the fence sitters The abominable causing hatred They have their fans until It is found out that they have an evil past Thought molesting co-workers was fine And the gleeful ones who loved them so Now turn their “righteous” backs on them Wipe them from their memory as They do with most truth that doesn’t suit them Those doomed will no longer utter condescending words Which were quite disagreeable or unpleasant Some of my friends and even my relatives Find themselves in the camp of the deniers Never a civil word to say about how we are doing Always taking a negative view of the series of successes Pointing out with happiness any perceivable failure Take misquoted remarks and use them as their standard bearer Hear words ordained to give hope and comfort And persuade themselves they would have rather hear cackling Would have been better off if the evil machine was in charge Point out how the last regime was pure and productive How the leader was clever in shifting his share of the blame I know these people and their hardy laughs Slapping each other on the back; affirming their ignorance I remain silent as it is wise to do when outnumbered Do not point out how successful their strategy is in states like New York, California, Oregon and Washington and in cities Like New York, San Francisco, Detroit, Chicago, Baltimore and so on I feel for the rats; they are just surviving, but it’s the rodents that bother me: The politicians who mkKe empty promises and only look out for themselves My body aches and I don’t think it will heal soon Stanski March 29, 2020 ^
BLUE GENES
Redheaded Belgians Never carry to term Must be anecdotal Or a fact I never learned Wonder what it is The country or the hair Guess it doesn’t matter Can’t really care More to life than waging On other peoples fate No matter the reason Some babies don’t wait A brunette in Thunder Bay Couldn’t have kids at all Disappointment? “ Not”, she said Motherhood was not her call A blonde I knew in Lowell Was married in the fall The baby born in early spring Was a boy: they named him Paul Redheads, blondes, or brunettes All subject to the curse Whenever offspring do arrive We set it down in verse Who are we to make the rules? There is no one to obey For whom do we give clues? They’ve all gone away Stanski March 28, 2020 ^
DEATH AS AN EQUALIZER
When the prince and the pauper die They are equally dead Their souls then have their day And are measured in an equal way Wealth and power bring no favor Good deeds done have the savor Live what you live like it’s forever Shortcuts to hell, not for this traveler Stanski March 27, 2020 ^
MY HEART ACHES AS NEVER BEFORE
My heart aches. It is not a new phenomena. Over the years many incidents have happened which have affected me in the same way. I know that I am not alone. Many good people suffer from all kinds of significant events that have upset the normal course of their lives. Bad people, too, have feelings and somehow events occurred which caused them to react in ways that are punishable. Certain events leave scars lasting a lifetime. Now we are in a crisis. It is a totally new situation. We are powerless in our efforts to control. We listen to experts, to the media, to the deniers, to those who find fault and we listen to our leaders: Mayors, Governors, and the President. Much is being done and as time passes, hope is revealed. This is us and we are the ones being affected and there is discourse which is formal and orderly, presenting much information and updates. Speakers present their thoughts in a rational way. The evidence from which they gather facts changes and their thoughts leave us uneasy and as things stay about the same we become weary. We second guess. The leaders are not always right and we must resolve condition with solutions coming from a balance of emotion and critical thinking. The heart and mind must be on the same page. We will be challenged for an indefinite period. We are not the only ones suffering and this fact is what causes my heart to ache. We are full of “it’s about me” and fail to consider our duty to serve others, who are helpless, in finding solutions to their problems which are very serious. Across the world there are droughts, tsunamis, flooding, infestation of locusts, lack of potable water and food, absence of housing, poor or no sanitation, a need for hospitals, misery caused by dictators, genocide, starvation, uncontrolled fires, persecution, hurricanes and disease. We do not hear extended news about these conditions from the media. Many help by volunteering their services and by contributions to pay for what is needed. There are those who stand by and do nothing even though they have the capability of doing great deeds. It causes me to wonder if they are playing god. We are praying more and will no doubt survive our crisis, but should not feel at ease until the pitiful conditions remaining in the world are put to rest. Our crisis may be a wake-up call. We must return to love, honor and respect. We have the capability and if we add desire, and the grace of God, will get the job done. Then the aches known so well by too many people will go away and be replaced with joy. Stanski March 27, 2020 ^
THIS IS A WRAP
You look at the bloke; seems alright A little loud; quite sure of himself There in the waiting room Has everything under control Quit smoking; lost weight; loves chocolate with his beer Doesn’t think it will cause him any problems He has had bypass surgery; saved by the bell Lives on disability income You wonder if that is as attractive to him as The packaging on all the candy, beer and cigarettes Why can’t good judgment be presented in an attractive way? Wouldn’t that cause it to be irresistible? Work is hard, man, and it takes time It’s not cool; it doesn’t look good We decorate habit and vice Idealism does not come packaged Never has and never will We’ll see it though, now and then It has substance and stands on its own It has the merit which is priceless How easy to choose the downhill road It looks better; it’s easier Consequence isn’t that important Especially when someone else is paying Bloviating has its place It’s not pretty but has appeal Let’s not wrap it though And that’s a wrap Stanski March 26, 2020 ^
THE WIND GIVES US DIRECTION
My flamingos are steady Still anchored in snow Then see the earth close by And are full of hope A new day is coming They will be free to roam However they are loyal Will remain in place Waiting on me to act What could I possibly do? They are who they are I am not to interfere They have a mission It is to remain dependable And not look for greener pastures They are humble in their own way Lessons could be learned Just by observing them There may be a day When they will be moved There are many locations I may choose to elevate them Place them high in the dunes Make them visible to more Show off their peacefulness Teach us while being tacit Phenomenal truth from the silent ones Are we not foolish people? Always looking for the flamboyant The pot of gold at the end of the rainbow The established rather than the unknown When right in front of us in plain sight Is the answer to all of our questions We are fervent people and seek peace Joy is within us if we quietly look There is no band; no parade The music of nature and The movement of creatures Is all that we need Looking at life like this allows us To answer our own questions The flamingos nod their heads in agreement Stanski March 26, 2020 ^