Trying to think Tuesday when its Thursday becomes confusing Those days do not ring true anymore I have six Saturdays and one Sunday I am not lonesome for the old days Who would trade paradise for smoked fish? Who needs to know the day? Even the year is unimportant when You are actually living and not just existing I love looking about at the birds and deer Sometimes I will spot a fox and once Had a bear on my car port The day didn’t matter to any of them Survival appeared to be the predominate instinct We carry on like children squawking about nothing Something unimportant but vital just then Walking away in frustration or victory We forget quickly what just happened Except for Sunday everything can wait for Saturday It is a pretty nice way of having things exist When are you going to do this? Saturday When is the bill due? Saturday Life goes on like Saturdays Movie days, hamburger days, going out days It’s beautiful and happens six times a week The car is always washed, but You don’t do laundry on Saturday Shopping solves all problems. Most anyway Six days of solutions and one day to praise and give thanks A very nice way of living Stanski February 29, 2020 ^
Month: February 2020
THE ROLLING CREEK
Today I walked to the creek The water was clear and moving I could not spot any fish The reflections off the water Made you think something was alive It was very cold The wind was fierce The sun hidden Still beauty was there to behold Nature is remarkable Is not worried about anything Just exists in a myriad of forms Water levels are up This is cyclical I look for anxiety Nature has none I begin my walk back My body language speaks Anyone listening would know I am crazy to be out in this weather A mini-blizzard singing I know the words I know the tempo Home now; quickly Stanski February 28, 2020 ^
COLD AND SNOWY MORNING
I cannot plan these things Wednesday night I counted nineteen deer From my home to the highway A total of six miles This morning in the snow I approach three deer They begin to run west One tenth of a mile goes by They are still running Then one swerves from the right and Jumps a snow bank on the left Another tenth of a mile The second swerves from the right Leaps a bank on the left and runs to safety The third keeps running By this time it has been a quarter of a mile It feigns left then runs and leaps a snow bank on the right I proceed while applying political implications To the events of the deer, just witnessed Then I come upon three wild turkeys They slowly scamper to the left and then As though it would kill them lift about four feet To clear the snow bank on the left They do not wish to exert themselves I decide to add up the score Five to the left and one to the right The left are right about one-fifth of the time That, so far, would make the score 4 to 2, left leading Then I think of all the lies on the left and How lazy they are about getting things done for everyone’s welfare In the long run you cannot put your money on liars So I declare for the right Winners by the score of two to zero I continue on to church to pray for the left Stanski February 28, 2020 ^
I SIT IN WONDER
I am sitting here I am sitting here Alone I am sitting here At my computer Thinking about poetic things I am sitting here Thoughts run through my head They form words and Then I type them out I am sitting here Thinking of other’s feelings How bruised they may become When the bluster they burst forth Is refuted in the language of truth I am sitting here The Senate investigated – found nothing – there was no there, there Mueller investigated for over two years – found nothing The House of Representatives impeached him – he was not convicted Under this darkness – he accomplished more than any president in history The swampsters of each party are exasperated – an outsider prevails I am sitting here Feeling sorry for those whose minds are closed To them this President can do no right They are probably wondering which socialist will be running against him They will be happy if he fails at something They detest his early response to the Coronavirus situation They are happy to hear four weeks later that he has no clue Stanski February 27, 2020 ^
THINKING ABOUT MY WORK
Writing poetry and musings is work Not a job where I get paid Nor a short path to nobility In my mind, I sputter on The results may be precarious Thumbs will point in both directions I sometimes have trouble with its validity But I am at peace with myself because The element of truth always runs through it I am not fearful and my temperament is consistent I do not endure fools well or Snipers who attempt to crack my spiritual armor My work does not always enrich, nor Does it intentionally tear down, but is Inspirational, educational, or both I am alone as I write No one to answer to This is a strange phenomena In real life there have always been impediments Regular work and responsibilities of family life Amazing relevant thoughts go unwritten They were usually spent in conversation Soon they disappeared like dreams often do The basis for thinking them always remained I am not on a pilgrimage to prove anything My discourse is on life and possibilities I find it remarkable and exciting I sometime, after being out walking, come home I am greeted now by an empty home and wonder How did all of this marvel happen; how did it come to this? Stanski February 27, 2020 ^
TIP TOP DOWN
Our world seems upside down Enough for everyone but many are without Food thrown away while others are starving Water wasted while others walk miles for Water that is semi-potable Buildings stand empty; abandoned People sleep on sidewalks; live on the streets Leadership cries out but does not lead Drugs are a big problem We leave our borders open to drug traffickers We have United States Senators voting to Abandon a living survivor of an abortion attempt “Do no harm” is removed from the control of physicians We want the million legal immigrants each year, but are Ostracized for wanting closed borders People are aghast with sex offenders But set them free to offend again and again Allow sex-slaves access to our country Create sanctuary formats for them I see a beautiful building and its reflection in a pond The building has been abandoned for years What took place there at one time? It looks to be a haven of goodness Many kind and decent people were most likely employed there I wonder what they did Was it a home for the infirmed and aged? Maybe a private school for gifted or special students Pictures say a thousand words This picture tells me nothing My trenchant mind will create a use That brings peace to the soul and then sadness Because such a wondrous existence came to an end Our world seems upside down What about our peace; our sadness Stanski February 27, 2020^
A NIGHT FOR THINKING
Inundated by news Many topics Many points of view The Coronavirus 19 Markets Condition of China The typical blame game Political debate scramble Who is the favorite? The front runner Can you buy the nomination? How to handle crime in a non-racial manner Paying for the schooling of illegals Whom have raped an 11 year old girl So many fish in the ocean of news So many opinions on just what to do Who said the right thing wrong? Who repeated what was not true How many a year were killed by guns? Who made deals with leaders 20 years deceased? These things might be funny if They were not so serious Should the President have stopped Chinese Travel into the United States as soon as he did? Was it fair? So many answers from so many people No one knows all the answers We need more than clowns We do not desire constant division or a Party openly endorsing Socialism Absurd attacks on each other on Who can offer the most free benefits How can all of this be? How did we get this far? Unanswered for now The night will go on The questions will keep coming Stanski February 26, 2020 ^
MEASURES OF INFLUENCE
I speak often of ravens or black birds They fly out in front of me as I drive So as to signal me; wave the caution sign I feel that they are my guardian angels Even angels like me have guards They caution me to take it easy Be aware of the day ahead I do not try to avoid them They tell me to speak softly Your words are like thunder they say Speak kindly I think of these things Birds as counselors They do a pretty fair job As an angel, I think of my qualities People cannot see me glide Cannot be reminded of what I stand for Be guided by my presence I cannot influence the birds It does not seem fair The advantages should be mine I can only observe People I wish to warn are missed My wings are tucked as I drive I do not constantly change form My human instincts prevail My angel-self understands There is no animosity It is just the way it is The raven wins Stanski February 26, 2020 ^
SOLITUDE GIVES YOU TIME FOR THOUGHT
I sit alone It is five in the afternoon I just woke up from a three hour nap My physical condition seems to be slipping It may be a temporary situation That is my hope because I do not wish to give up being active I am okay being alone, but Desire to be around other active people I look out the window There is solitude there also No creature, in my eyesight, stirring about The wind is blowing, strongly but not fiercely Mr. Sun is casting long shadows I feel the radiant chill from the walls I like writing about experience Interaction with other people’s ideas The source of their beliefs I have always thought that Action speaks louder than words It is so easy to criticize when You are not in the arena engaging The non-doers speak the loudest Pile on regardless of the source I think their curiosity is dormant They are satisfied with others thoughts Which are coincidental with their own There is no tendency to explore Discover on their own what is happening Or what has happened if anything at all I like involvement with reality Know what makes people tick Find the source of their strength Among these I usually hear the word respect I attempt to employ it in all my encounters Never have to worry about second thoughts Stanski February 26, 2020 ^
NIGHT SYMPHONY
Blowing winds mimic trains Rumbling through the countryside The roaring masks the whistle’s wails Preceding arrival at crossroads Good conductors recognize this Making necessary adjustments Using undetected motions Engineers do not pose as conductors They carry no baton Winds need no baton or conductor Both continue through the night The wind as it pleases The other to a well known schedule One will eventually go home to enjoy His own symphony of rock-and-roll or country After lavabo and vespers he is settled Slides easily into his dreamland We are home, we Have no choice Listen to this music It cannot be ignored In deference to classic We call it traditional nature You enjoy but not to the point of delight There are no refunds No tickets were purchased No curtain calls for performers This is a solitary storm Done her way: Tempo allegro Stanski February 26, 2020 ^