DIRECTIONS


There are a lot of ways
   to look at things in life
We are all born, if not aborted,
   we live for a while and then we die
Some point to the grave stones
   and look at the dates
We look at the dash between
   that represents all of the years in between
How did we use all of that time. 
   It all falls back on us
You ask yourself,
   what would you like your dash to represent?
 
If you want to look back
   on a life that’s full
You have to start early
   and prepare
You get your house in order
   as the saying goes
Begin with the little things
   and do them well
Keep yourself clean and tidy;
   gather your thoughts
Plan ahead so you know
   what you have to do tomorrow
 
You find yourself ready
   for bigger commitments and
Then there is no holding you back;
   you are on your way
Never settle on less
   than your best
you’ll be alright
   trust me
 
by Stanski aka Steve Haarman
November 16, 2019 ^
 
 

EXPECTATIONS AND DISAPPOINTMENTS


 
You wave as a car travels by you
Going the other way
Sometimes they wave back, other times not
Maybe they didn’t notice or didn’t care
Possibly in a hurry or angry
 
A Monarch butterfly
Floats from flower to flower
I hum a little song of welcome
I watch as it flies away
 
Holding out my hand full of sunflower seed
I wait for a Chickadee to fly over and feed
I wait and wait; there are many birds
Eventually one comes
Takes a seed and flies away
 
Deer are not docile; they are very edgy
Dash away if they are startled
Fight each other over food
Even when there is plenty
They are not, by nature, pets
 
I think I hear my neighbors
Talking loudly on the road, but
Not harshly or vehemently
They often walk and talk
I look up through the trees
Several Sand-hill cranes are
Flying and squawking
It is not my neighbors
Life is great
 
Stanski
November 16, 2019 ^
 
 

BUT BEAUTIFUL


Love is funny or it’s sad
Or it’s quiet or it’s mad
It’s a good thing or it’s bad
     But beautiful               
Beautiful to take a chance and if you fail, you fail
And I’m thinking I wouldn’t mind at all

Love is tearful or it’s gay
It’s a problem or its play
It’s a heartache either way
     But Beautiful
And I’m thinking if you were mine, I’d never let you go
And that would be beautiful, I know

Love is tearful or it’s gay
It’s a problem or its play
It’s a heartache either way
     But Beautiful
And I’m thinking if you were mine, I’d never let you go
And that would be beautiful, I know

Stanski
November 15,, 2019 ^

NOVEMBER WHISPERS


 
Right now the dune grasses sing
The notes come off as sun-flash
Dancing in tune with the wind
Nodding and glowing in noon time light
Day just starting will soon be over
Late fall answer to summer solstice
No claims on me this day
I have songs to sing
Music waits for me
                                to
Put on my Fred Astaire's
 
My melody comes from the horn
                              of
Grover Washington Jr., who, if nothing else,
Echoes the beat of the breeze
We keep everything in harmony here
Nature is our ally, our soul-mate
We look for signs and they are given
 
Tamaracks tell us change comes in degrees:
Still green are some; others ground brown
                                and
In between, the sun’s gift to us is
The radiation of white, yellow, orange and gold
No artist can match the choreography
Canvases weep because they cannot hold
                                this majesty
The grasses still wave as though loving the dance
When the sun settles in the west
They will become a Technicolor production
The wind whispers, too:
Seasonal change at hand
Prepare
Give thanks
 
By Stanski
November 15, 2019

A LOST CAUSE


Clutter in every direction
causes forgetfulness
Something was in mind,
but now it is lost
The excuse for the situation
becomes a horn-blowing
Multi-tasking took one
on the wrong path and
like a fall to the ground
can be painful
 
Oh, I wish for this again,
it has been eighteen months
since I wished first, but
with no action taken
situations will remain the same
and all the wishing in the world
will not change this
The apparent desire to be
mired in paperwork becomes
a cover for malfeasance
 
Stanski
November 14, 2019 ^

WALKING ON EGGSHELLS


Sometimes it’s funny, but
then the same trip over
the same shells will be painful
as it was the first time
Short term memory?
We forget.  Was it funny?
Was it painful?
Which stand do you take?
Should you take a new direction?
Look for more uniformity in condition?
How can you remember this if
you can’t remember that?
Remembering or the inability to
can be a self-serving proposition
You can’t remember this, but
you remember every detail of that
Having it both ways seems arrogant
Know what music to play
The Pied Piper did
Got rid of the rats
 
Reality plays a different tune
Truth cannot be altered
It is implied, maligned, slanted,
Colored to your own benefit
But it never changes
You make it yours by twisting it
Causing others to suffer
because of your take on it
Still it doesn’t change
nor does it alter any and all good
that preceded it
The short termer can’t remember
Isn’t that convenient?
Why remember something that
Supersedes the myth
It takes away your position of power
Sorry, I don’t play that game
I’m not into power
My choice is to serve
Too bad for you and
those who don’t understand
 
Stanislaus Kuperski aka Stanski
November 15, 2019 ^
 

THE MATTRESS SHOP


Why is it
that parents smile
at their children
when they
jump up and down
on the mattress
as shown on
the televised
commercials?
 
Do they do it
at home? 
Is it dangerous?
 
Are your children
allowed to do this?
 
Should we give
affirmation to this? 
 
Just wondering
 
Stanski
November 14, 2019 ^
 

GENEROSITY


No amount of praise,
thanks and flattery,
will help heal the wounds
caused by deception,
incompetence and arrogance
 
Those responsible
liked my music as
they would a songbirds
until the words
pointed out their malfeasance
 
I sang out suggestions,
but they sounded off-key
and ran counter to
the comfort found
in their hoarder’s den
 
Little songbird flew away
How sad; how sad
I stopped singing
 
Walked away
shaking my head
feeling weaker
because of another
hole in my heart
 
Stanski
November 14, 2019 ^

PROMISES


I write, thinking about
all the promises made,
if only this or that happened.
But when the happening takes place
promises are forgotten
as though never made.
 
What is the makeup of these people?
Their constitution or ethics?
Does anything have meaning?
Is their life just make-believe?
 
When approached they have excuses,
then renew their intentions, but
somehow nothing gets done and
one shrugs and walks away.
What was promised had meaning,
but then again no meaning.
 
Life goes on; lessons are learned.
Wisdom slowly becomes an ally.
We are careful as we analyze requests
And advocate self-reliance.
Do not make commitments we can’t sustain
and keep a pulse on reality.
 
Stanski
November 14, 2019 ^
 

SILENTLY


Mixed up, perplexed, and trying to make it through
I’m doing things by myself, but following someone else’s rules
Not looking for accolades, they’re not helpful to my soul
I want to help the other guy, but don’t want him to know
I’ll try to stay in obscurity and let others have the light
We need some of every kind if we are to succeed in our fight
 
Everyone doesn’t see it this way and may not want to play
We’re halfway through winter and they’re still doing July
You accept all this because you know
Sometimes people are a little slow
Smoke and mirrors are fun all right
But not the way to go
 
We need some purpose
Open up, it’s not your game to call
Hang up the ego and get on board;
No need to make us fall
Everyone has their own idea
And that’s okay with me
We’ll play as a team.
On that I think agree
 
Follow them in through the door they choose and
Lead them out of the door they should take
They are beginning to trust in you
You are doing things for their sake
 
As a silent partner, your presence is grand
You’re leading everything except for the band
There are others for that; let them take the bow
It’s enough for you that, you showed them how
 
Stanski
November 14, 2019 ^